Cas, we’re getting out of here, we’re going home. / Let’s go find that idiot and bring him home. / Let’s go home. /
“the center of every poem is this:
i have loved you. i have had to deal with that.”
— Salma Deera, Letters From Medeaa mix for post s10 deancas and current pining s11 deancas. slightly hopeful with a hint of angst.
I’ve been failing you by nathaniel rateliff | do I ever cross your mind by erick baker | we found love by ed sheeran | never stop by safetysuit | like i’m gonna lose you by meghan trainor + john legend | coming down by halsey | love like ghosts by lord huron | water under the bridge (cover) by against the current | the weight of us by sanders bohlke | impossible year by panic! at the disco | [listen]
Dean says Castiel’s name (Seasons 4-8)

There’s nothing we cannot ever fix.
I need Dean to be there for Cas, to lean on and to protect. I know Cas is very strong, but he needs support too when things get rough.
And currently they’re very rough for him.
(I was listening to Bells for Her while I was preparing this post and it’s oddly fitting.)
is dean going to be in complete denial about cas choosing to let lucifer in just like he repressed the idea of cas rejecting him in purgatory
just fuck me up
“you’ll stay by his side the entire time?”
is it just me or do these sound like wedding vows um
Season 1: Oh shit a vengeful spirit
Season 11: Literally punching the devil in the face to the tune of Heaven Must Be Missing an Angel
“but to call it desire, or love…it’s not that”
seems like dean knows what desire, or love, actually feels like……I wonder who with…..
Dean finally being comfortable with his sexuality and walking into the bunker kitchen in his dead guy robe with his freshly brewed cup of coffee at seven a.m. and announcing, “I’m here and I’m queer!” like the biggest frickin’ goober in the universe
while Sam buries his head on the table and groans, “Do you have to say that every morning?”
there are ships, there are otps and then there’s deancas